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Hi everyone
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I'm really not proud of myself right now.
I tossed drawing for fun, for commissions. I can't find time. I know I'll do all of them. I have to. Maybe during winter spring... I hope so...
I end classes so late, I have problems with sleep. I can't eat normally. I used to eat a lot, now I'm fine with pack of pretzels for a day. Mom says I'll be sick soon.
I find my studies challenging. Some people in my group have genius talent and used to paint for a long time. I'm trying to keep up. I see now how unexperienced I am. And then... there's no passion... I feel happy being there... I'm only afraid of results.
I had really bad time with my boyfriend. I said some ugly things that I regret. I felt sick as never. We're all right now. Gosh I'm melancholic person. Or it's weather, I dunno.
